It’s the absence that hurts more than anything present. Pervading everything with the lack thereof.I’ve been stripped of sadness by my antidepressant.And with it, I’ve been stripped of love. It’s in the unrequited gaze on the subway train.Not breaking up that fight I witness on the street.I’ve come to getting used to standing unclad in […]Read more "Creux"
And the dreaded question: what’s your plan? As if anybody had them, as if they didn’t just smoke weed in dad’s old den. As if I had a choice in the matter, as if now was tomorrow, was yesterday, was way back when. Longing for a future that once was, but no more. Like a […]Read more "Blueberry"
It is but the beginning he said, then he started all over. No such luck at the other end of the line. If it’s at all linear and not a hostile takeover. If actions have consequences and there’s a design. But what if there is no sense in any of it all? Nothing to hold […]Read more "Control"
Only trust those you cannot trust, if trust someone you absolutely must. For if you expect the unexpected, there shall be no more surprise. The unfathomable treachery and evil you will surmise In your fellow human being, and you’ll even think it just To give a verdict without hearing the accused. Fear begetting paranoia begetting […]Read more "Paranoia"
On quiet nights, so dark, so calm, I take my leave of you Without words, roses still on the table, I take my leave of you Resignated, defeated, head down, I take my leave of you On quiet nights, so dark, so calm, I take my leave of you A single note struck on a […]Read more "I take my leave of you"
You’re off to Paris as I am off the rails. Off the beaten paths, off the chartered trails. A slick, cold stone, no resistance for the tears I shed. Waterfalls as aesthetics 101, a field of poppies as my bed. I lick my wounds not like a cat, but because I poured salt in them […]Read more "Caring too much"
I’m alive, but why? I mean, I know how I came about. But what’s it all about? Am I here just to shout or is there something bigger to accomplish? Something more meaningful that I am supposed to build? Something to last? To last past a time when I’m long gone? To last for all […]Read more "Cogwheel"